The morning after

The day after spinal & sciatic nerve injections-after barely sleeping & watching YouTube videos all night cos I couldn't concentrate on anything over about 3 minutes, the Calvary came through. Dad got home with my new medication, which my doctor adjusted to help with the pain. Here is what I looked like waking up...



Hahahahaha



I was freezing, a side effect of the shots, & had my soft favorite cardigan to cuddle up in while I rested upright. I couldn't stand to lie down on the injection sites.



One reason I love this sweater coat is that I can roll it down & keep my hands warm. Finally the drugs settled me down & I started sweating as it was around 97 degrees. : )


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Location:Bed

Panicked

Living with your parents at age 40 is hard on all involved. Certain days, certain pain, certain uncertainty can cause me to grieve so much I forget how many things I'm grieving for...here are a few.



Just floating through the motions of a pain-filled day.



Feeling my old life is getting so compressed with layers of life the real me is disappearing.



Trying to deal with anger in an adult manner, even when I feel others around me aren't.



Taking the pain minute by second, & trying to just hang on


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Location:Upstairs/my bedroom

Funny bunny

Chai bunny & I were playing in the guest room-me on the floor taking pics, Chai bouncing around, coming to check on me (by sniffing & licking me), & running as fast as she can.



A little licking in black & white



In technicolor



& seen through her (cat) tunnel. ; )


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Location:Guest room

What dream will come?

I usually remember my dreams, & lately, the stress dreams become nightmares. It can start with what seems to be pretty & pleasant...



& then turn into true nightmares



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Location:Bed